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[locked, hackable with some skill]
I guess I should find this reassuring. If I can defeat people I made up I really shouldn't have any problem if they come after me again. I don't think they will, Pam is probably seeing to that, but it should be good to know. But really, I'm just tired.
I hate what I was. I always will, I always should. But I'm tired of running and fighting because of it. I'm tired of being afraid.
Was that the point?
Maybe I'll get a worldhop to where Angel is. I want to help stop Angelus. If he hasn't been stopped. I want to rest, but...I can't stop trying.
...I miss Marie.
I guess I should find this reassuring. If I can defeat people I made up I really shouldn't have any problem if they come after me again. I don't think they will, Pam is probably seeing to that, but it should be good to know. But really, I'm just tired.
I hate what I was. I always will, I always should. But I'm tired of running and fighting because of it. I'm tired of being afraid.
Was that the point?
Maybe I'll get a worldhop to where Angel is. I want to help stop Angelus. If he hasn't been stopped. I want to rest, but...I can't stop trying.
...I miss Marie.
